I am certain that the prayers I have written for tomorrow are as good as I can make them.
I am confident that I will present them, and the readings, as well as I can.
I feel ill.
What if my best is not good enough?
What if I should have carried on ignoring my call to preach?
What if I not only fail to bring people closer to God but manage to turn them away (not at all arrogant there Helles!).
What if I over-express?
What if I under-express?
Was my tutor’s description of my prayer of adoration, confession and thanksgiving as ‘poetic’ a good thing or a bad thing?
I know I will be there. I know I will do my best. I can only pray that will be good enough for God’s purpose.
I have, hopefully, attached a media file of a run through I did earlier (it is on a separate post). Any advice will be gratefully received.
God bless you and keep you x